This really sucks. It's so wrong... how did it come to this? I feel like I failed you by losing, but I know it all came down to money. But I lost access to the most precious person in the world to me. I hope our bond will be able to remain through this. I will keep fighting for you in whatever way I can. I miss you so much. I love you so much. It breaks my heart that we're apart right now. I always did the best I could for you... I hope you know that. I think you do.