Oh yeah...

Once again, I forgot to give you guys the good stuff... My total disinterest in today's music has led me to become more focused musically. I've decided to start a band and make music. I figure if basically all of the music coming out currently sucks ass and lacks artistic vision and integrity (imho, most of what is coming out these days sadly falls into this category), it's time for me to at least attempt to fix that. Otherwise I have no right to continue to bitch (and bitch I do). So, I'm rewriting my lyrics, investing in guitar lessons, and seeking like minded bandmates. I have been lucky so far, I've already come across several people who have come to the very same conclusion. Yay!

In other, less interesting for you news, I have a wonderful new phone that I +fucking+ adore. This thing is amazing!!!! It's the HTC Desire Z a.k.a. G2. (It goes by two names because tmobile already named a previous handset g2)

Actually, I'm writing this blog directly from said amazing handset. So that's the current news in my world. That and I really miss my grandmother. But, she isn't in pain any more wherever she is.

Oh, and the wonderful President Obama's healthcare reform has made buying insurance possible for me. Thank you, Mr. President. :)

Now if I can just get some of this goddamned pain to mellow out so I can get something done...

Argh

Oh, the wonders of chronic pain... I

am so fucking SICK of being in pain. Sometimes, I feel like I just wasn't built to last, like at any given point I could just completely fall apart. The leg pain... It comes from WHERE exactly????? Oh. We STILL don't know. Awesome.