I'm taking this intro to inorganic chemistry class because it is required for my major. It is entirely too math heavy for me. I feel like my brain is dying. I absolutely abhor math in all its forms. This is why I'm RETAKING this particular class... I would like it if it didn't have so much damn math in it. I've been working on a lab report that was supposed to take 15 minutes for about two weeks now and the more I try to comprehend the calculations, the worse it gets. I can't stand it. I think, if I remember correctly, that this should be the math heaviest lab we have this quarter. I really hope I'm right. The teacher really is SO much better. I liked my last teacher as a person, but not in the least as a teacher. He was awful. Nothing I did was enough for him. He was pretty much an asshole teacher. I'm taking a writing break to repair my lost brain cells now. I don't know if it'll work, but it's certainly meditative. I should have just become a writer, but now I'm almost out of financial aid, so I'm stuck on my path. It might work, I guess. I like the job I'll probably end up with, but if I was smarter, I'd have played to my strengths. I'll keep writing on the side and hoping somebody will someday want to pay me to do it. Pipe dream, my mother would say... But she always pees in my cheerios.
