nothing

things to say
this thing gets worse day by day
i hate my phone today
because you aren't using it
i feel like shit
all i can do is sit

where are you
when i need you
why do i need you
when you don't need me?

but the thoughts go racing by
i sigh
wish i could die
then the suffering would end
the suffering i send
cannot be a friend
where are you
when i need you
why do i need you
when you don't need me?

i need to be more to you
i wish you thought so too
feelings of deja vu
and i'm empty
blinded i can't see
what you see in me
must be nothing