I don't know what to post. We're on an off swing, which is fine. We're quickly approaching a year, which is awesome :)
Cookie is excited for Christmas. I can't wait for her to open her gifts! I couldn't get her all the minecraft things she wanted but I think she'll be happy.
Mood wise, I put myself back on seroquel because the other two meds do absolutely nothing without it. I think I need a real moodstabilizer and possibly a new shrink. I'm looking into it because mine seems to be set up just to write the scripts and I need someone willing to change them. She wants one appt every 90 days. Her office is closed for three weeks for the holidays - a time when a lot of people commit suicide. Seems dumb to me...
I don't feel like the meds I'm on are doing enough. This regimen was just a first shot anyway. I need someone flexible enough to work with me. At the same time I have to be careful not to burn any bridges because I may need to take my kid there if her doc can ever settle her meds. I don't think her current ones are doing much of anything. They might even be making her worse. Strange that even trazodone can't make her sleep.
I'm greatly enjoying my e cig. It makes a very good cigarette replacement because it tastes SO much better. It doesn't affect my asthma or more importantly, Teresa's. Her asthma has been very good lately. She's been blowing in the 300s.
Idk what else to say. Maybe later.
